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Friday, 4 March 2011


Skipped a day yesterday, struggling with motivation today too. Been told to “just start writing and see what comes out” – here goes:


Ok, seriously, why am I struggling with this? I’m happy. I’ve had a good day. I’m just not in the writing ‘mood’. I certainly hope that’s not gonna turn out to be linked! If I can only get my mind focused on writing when I’m feeling low then I really need to reconsider my future plans. I certainly don’t want to go back to feeling like I did, but to have to consider getting a ‘proper’ job long-term..? That’s depressing :-(

Try harder woman!


The park: yes! The park was fun. Took Jimmy to the park this afternoon and he had a great time running around with his friends.

Oh, and I’m talking. Might not sound like much but I’ve always struggled to express myself verbally. In writing I’m fine, but out loud… This week though I’ve actually surprised myself on a number of occasions by both the nature of the conversations I’m having and the confidence in which I can hold them. It’s all good!

1 comment:

  1. See now...that wasn't so hard was it [pats you on the head and runs...for 240 seconds]